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Friday, May 13th, 2011
1:01 am - Seriously???
I'm not even sure what I should be thinking. I do realize that what I have been doing isn't exactly right. I don't know what the heck is going on in my head.
I was asked if I had any regrets. Honestly, at that point, no, I didn't. Now, yeah, maybe a little.
What should I do? Probably stop, right? I mean, yeah..idk.
Seriously, if I am getting my friends frustrated with me, then I should be thinking twice.

current mood: pensive

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Saturday, February 13th, 2010
11:27 pm - tired
I had a good day shopping. I also had a fun night out with my twin cousins. I cannot believe that they are 21 now!

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Friday, February 5th, 2010
12:04 am
drinking tea out of the cup that my grandfather gave me...
thinking about my grandmother
hoping that eddie is in a better place.

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Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010
7:31 am - For My Eddie
They will not go quietly,
the cats who've shared our lives.
In subtle ways they let us know
their spirit still survive.
Old habits still make us think
we hear a meow at the door.
Or step back when we drop
a tasty morsel on the floor.
Our feet still go around the place
the food dish used to be,
And, sometimes, coming home at night,
we miss them terribly.
And although time may bring new friends
and a new food dish to fill,
That one place in our hearts
belongs to them....
and always will.
~ Linda Barnes ~

current mood: lonely

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Monday, November 30th, 2009
11:12 pm - boo
tired, tired, tired..zzzz

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Friday, February 27th, 2009
1:59 am - sitting here
I'm sitting at Jenn's apartment. Yay, Jenn and Brian rock!

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Friday, February 29th, 2008
5:04 am
I'm a loser. I have no car...I have a bunch of people that seem to be pissed at me. I cannot sleep for shit. I'm f'n stressed out over everything. I keep feeling like I'm going to crash and then I fall asleep for an hour or something equally stupid. This morning had to be the worst.

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Monday, February 25th, 2008
12:33 am
I'm tired. I'm cranky and sometimes I seriously believe that I'm a total idiot...but on to happier thoughts.
I've been having a very interesting week. I'm sure that many of you know at least a small part of it. Then again, considering the fact that probably only a few people read this and probably none of you have spoken with me in the last two months, at least...ah, who knows!?!
I'm going to bed. I should've done this an hour ago; however, like always, I decided to stay up that extra little bit. Goodness!
Everyone have a fantastic night!

current mood: tired

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Thursday, January 17th, 2008
11:30 pm - life..
I'm a little tired today...
Things haven't been easy so far this year. I need a new job. My old one is just not doing it for me anymore...unemployed is cool for now. It's giving me a bit of time for school which is nice. I do have an exam next week.
But I actually need some sort of income...not to mention. I don't need to be there anymore.. here's to hoping that I hear something soon.

Good news, we finally have a date, time, and place for my grandmother's service. So, that's cool.


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Saturday, January 12th, 2008
2:28 am - DnD
I Am A: True Neutral GnomeBard (4th Level)

Ability Scores:







True Neutral A true neutral character does what seems to be a good idea. He doesn't feel strongly one way or the other when it comes to good vs. evil or law vs. chaos. Most true neutral characters exhibit a lack of conviction or bias rather than a commitment to neutrality. Such a character thinks of good as better than evil after all, he would rather have good neighbors and rulers than evil ones. Still, he's not personally committed to upholding good in any abstract or universal way. Some true neutral characters, on the other hand, commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They see good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. They advocate the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run. True neutral is the best alignment you can be because it means you act naturally, without prejudice or compulsion. However, true neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it represents apathy, indifference, and a lack of conviction.

Gnomes are in wide demand as alchemists, inventors, and technicians, though most prefer to remain among their own kind in simple comfort. Gnomes adore animals, gems, and jokes, especially pranks. They love to learn by personal experience, and are always trying new ways to build things. Gnomes stand 3 to 3.5 feet tall and live about 350 to 500 years.

Bards often serve as negotiators, messengers, scouts, and spies. They love to accompany heroes (and villains) to witness heroic (or villainous) deeds firsthand, since a bard who can tell a story from personal experience earns renown among his fellows. A bard casts arcane spells without any advance preparation, much like a sorcerer. Bards also share some specialized skills with rogues, and their knowledge of item lore is nearly unmatched. A high Charisma score allows a bard to cast high-level spells.

Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)

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Friday, November 30th, 2007
3:24 am
Hey Guys!
What's up?!
Well, I hung out with Andrea tonight. God, that was good fun! :D
I need more friends like that. Doesn't matter if we're baking and talking about china like we did tonight or playing cards and listening to tunes.
It's nice to just chill sometimes.
Thanks dude!

current mood: happy

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Sunday, August 5th, 2007
12:37 am - Hello
Been a bit...stuff's happening, as always. That's just life right?

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Saturday, April 28th, 2007
12:57 am
"Rain Is Wet And Trees Are Cool! Rain Is Wet And Trees Are Cool! EVERYBODY DANCE!!!"

hahahah, he's so damn funny. :D

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12:11 am - Hi All!
It has been some time since I have updated here.
I sometimes miss the livejournal community. I've been kept quite busy with other things.
Do you ever seriously wonder if something is wrong?
I mean, 19? Seriously, what is that six years?
It seems so long ago that I was that age.
Anyway, hope that everyone is doing well.

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Monday, December 4th, 2006
1:42 am
My head is flippin' killing me!
I swear...three days straight
This is torture.

Man :(

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Friday, December 1st, 2006
4:15 am - WOD
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Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
3:11 am
Ah, I don't know.
So, Thursday my grandfather died.
I'm still not sure exactly how I feel. I mean, sometimes, it's just like I cannot think of anything but my family and then it's like I cannot think about it even when I'm with them. Who knows?

I'm fine, I know...
things will get better soon. I go back to work tomorrow. Maybe it'll actually be okay.

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Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
4:21 am
God, I am so glad that the elections are over...no more political calls to interrupt my naps. No more wasting the time or so many people.
I just cannot believe how stupid so much of this is.
I won't say much more.

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Thursday, November 2nd, 2006
4:46 am
I guess that I just do not know what I should do.

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Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
3:06 am
Anyone else ever feel like talking even though you aren't sure that you wish for anyone to really be listening?

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